Thread:Godzillafan93/@comment-6052796-20140913230734/@comment-397235-20141010025311

He feels trapped by his circumstances and his life is nowhere near where he wants it to be because he's forced to sidetrack his career to take care of his mother. He saw, rather stupidly, teaching 319 as an opportunity to prove himself as a teacher, only that doesn't pan out, his students start to die, oh, and his mother, who he's sacrificed everything for, kicks the bucket. That more or less proves to him everything is futile.